Friday, November 20, 2009

Update

Do You Want An Update?

THIS WOULD BE A VERY OFFENSIVE POST.
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Sometimes I hate.
Sometimes I get jealous.
Somtimes I think too much.
Sometimes I lose confidence.
Sometimes I'm conservative.
Sometimes I'm still kiddish.
Sometimes I think deep.
Sometimes I can't trust.
Sometimes I detail'ize'
Sometimes I...
It's a skull.
Update?
Randomness.
Things inside my mind.

Great.
I'm in a mind of 2012.
What's gonna happen?
Fantasy.
Die before you even know you're dead.
Everything goes on fantasy and miracle.
Though it happens lesser than logic.
It reminds me of prediction for 2000.
Plain crap.
If it's the judgement day.
And they say the day you know hell and heaven was there.
What would you say?
I might get myself out from this dimension.

(I talk to 1 *miracle* first)
(The only miracle that is true)
(NOT a religion)

Christianity not forceful eh?
They sort of *force* me
In a way that you won't think it's forceful.
They make me feel like
They are always right.
They have the rights to say
That *miracle* exists.

It might not be imagination.
It might be sensible to most people.
But some people just can't see it.
It's not that they're blind.
It's just that miracle doesn't happen to them.
*God* didn't go to them?



The brain is your power.
It's yours to command.
To which path you choose.



The world was just started like an accident.
Hell and heaven are just creation.
So as the sensitive name and word.
I only believe in things I see and sense
Like spirits and exorcism.
I do not believe the things that people said before I notice.
Because that may be imaginations.

I've been thinking of these things for a long time ago.
Since I was very young,
the basic question.
Why are we here?




My brother told me it's best not to worry about these things too much.

Just live your life.
Have fun in this world.
It's a world of excitement.



Why do Christianity / Religions have to invade.
And be the 'smart one'
To tell people the truth?




I sort of like,
share the same thought with my dad.

But I'm not against Christianity.
I just had this question stuck in my mind.
Forever.

Total Hatred

Lost of Properties

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I have a total hatred towards lost of my own items.

Things just disappear.
Without a clue.
Without a logic.
It went poofed.
Just like that.

I always wonder why coould things
just went away from the logic.
Miracle!

I still wonder
was it my cousin who took my spectacles away.
And so IT did it to the pendrive.

It's the day I see
how fantasy enters my circle.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

22nd of October

The Rott Continues

I rot once again in school.
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Before pmr,
We have a fear.
Before pmr after.
We're excited for after pmr.

After pmr, we've found out that,
it's plain crap.
Rot begins~
in the 2nd hall of Saujana.
Few students with empty bags.
Came and rot the same time.
Mind full of boredom.
Normally we thought that after pmr is fun.
But this is totally boredom than freedom.

Any ideas what to do in a hall with cards and empty bags?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Abouts

Gossip

A human's fking nature.
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Let's see,

Some things I've found.






We live in a social society where we share in each other’s lives. We are also curious people, always desiring to be “in the know.”
Yet, gossip is not helpful. Gossip actually serves to break the trust of those the people around you.






Everyone likes a good story, right?
Well, not necessarily.
What about the person the story is about?
Does that person like the story?
Probably not.

Spreading rumors only hurts others
and destroys our credibility.
Who is going to trust us with anything
when they think we’ll tell everyone else?



Gossip
is a sign that we are not really active in our faith and in our lives.
If you think about it,
the busier we are, the less time we have to gossip.
We no longer have the time to get wrapped up in someone else’s life.

It is bred out of boredom.
It may start as a simple conversation about people,
and then escalates quickly.



Proverbs 11:13 – “A gossip betrays a confidence, but a trustworthy man keeps a secret.”

If you don’t want people to gossip about you,
then don’t participate in gossip,
those who gossips with you,
gossips about you.
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I have found out that,
gossip is like some sort of fun.
(When you are ever involved in it)

Reason is that,
you get to know other people's secret,
you get to know more secrets,
about other people's life.




But have you ever thought that,
if other people gossip about you?

In my era, my networks.
Most gossips are about a person,
mostly about how they feel about that particular person
(usually bad comments),
and keeps on and on,
and keeps that to themselves.
Without notifying the person the truth.
But gives a different expression to the certain someone.

And if the time passes,
things repeat again,
and the cycle restarts.
Is that an advantage or disadvantage?


Think again,
we have the ability to tell.
If everyone decides the gossip,
as a counter,
both sides made a silent war.
Untold and not noticed by others.

Never say
ignore is the best way to solve everything.
The innocents would feel rather confused.
They won't know what happened.
Don't throw an expect.
Some might just not know.




Lastly,
always think of the mirror.
Inverse the role.
Think that if the other person you gossip,
is actually you.
How would you feel?

Friday, October 9, 2009

The Danly

DanDan

Dadada dadada da da danly
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Danly says:
*first i lost my source of hope, then i lost my hope in interests then i lost my hope in studies *CORNER




I, HEREBY DECLARE THAT DANLY HAS LOST HIS HOPE ON EVERYTHING, EQUALLY, HE HAS LOST HIS BALLS!

Monday, October 5, 2009

It's Coming

Penilaian Menengah Rendah

Deadline.
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PMR is just tomorrow.
WOOTS
Not aiming for full As
No pressure.



CUZ
What's with full As?
A prove that you're smart?
Think again.

All my siblings get full As for PMR.
Except my 2nd sis who got B for BM.
But they all have high grades.
ALL PROS
Always being looked down by my parents.

Just for me,
the only one who can't get straight As.
I can get the least of 4 As currently.
That is English, Maths, Science and Geography.
If only i can get A for KH.
Then ma 5 lor xD

I am not stupid.
Repeat.
I am NOT stupid.



I'm going to prove to them,
I can stand to the top,
Be the best,
The better than them.
YOU'LL SEE

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Woots

First Sketch

The very first time drawing a 3D object.
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Just a simple model of a tin can.




Quite detailed lor. xD




The bottom is not so good :(


I just don't feel like colouring it yet.